First of all, sorry for the english. I Hope you uderstand my story
So... I had this weird and scary dream. I was walking down a street next to where i live, then i saw a friend getting out off a Uber, i walked in his direction then asked "Why are you here this late?" He answred "I'm sad." and walked away from me saying that is time to go home, so i said "Ok, lets go home" and at this moment i realized that im not with my phone or keys, he walked a few meters away, and suddenly my phone and keys appeared out of nothing in his hands, at this point i didin't realized it was a dream, when i aprochead him to take my things back he just stared blankly to me, i feel something wrong, taked my things and walked away.
At some point i was in my mother's home, we are just sitting in a sofa when she started screaming, a loud and terrifiyng scream. She was giving birth, but not to a child, that scene was grotesque. Something like a deformed person was getting out of her. Full of blood, a twisted face, strange horns, one of his legs was like a goat leg, the other leg was human but was long and thin, his arms don't seemed rigth, and she used a big dress. I was terrified, can't move or look away when she tried to get up, and her eyes are fixed in me. When she finally get up, she asked my mom if we all could go for a walk, her voice was something awfull, and the "smile" ... My mom said "yes" and when she walked in my direction to reach the door i was so scared that i was incapable of speak or move, she walked past me and opened the door. We are back to the street that i saw my friend and there's a knife in my hand, and in my mind just one thougth "Slit it's throat". Somehow seemed like my mom readed my mind, she whispered to me "Don't do that. I will do it." Even with fear we walked together while that thing asked my mom to take a photo of us. This thing aprochead me while my mom tried to take a pic. I became nervous and cant speak or describe what i was feeling in this moment, i started hyperventilating and i heard my mother voice in the real world asking for me to wake up. I waked but cannot open my eyes, i was nervous, afraid. My mom told me to get back to sleep, i said that i cant because i had a nigthmare, my eyes fullfiled with tears and then i opened them. The first thing i saw was my cat running in my direction, he sat close to me and stayed there, just silent staring at me. I checked my phone, it's 5:16 am. My mom leaved my room, i get up, and went to make coffe, my cat dind't stay away from me, and it's strange because he never did that, he always stay away from everyone, he never get close to anyone, not even other cats.
Well, that's not the first time that i had this kind of dream, althogh its the first time that i saw this macabre figure. To add some context, i started to have this kinds of nigthmares almost 3 years ago. I tried to kill myself, i almost got it.
I stayd dead for 1 minute and a half. I was a in a dark place, seeing myself without any tattoos, clothes, nipples, genitals, or anything. I talked to myself for what seemed like months even though i don't remember what we said to each other, i just remember the last thing "Do you want go back?" then i waked up surrouded by doctors, nurses and medical equipments. In that place i only experiencied good feelings, a mix of peace and tranquility. When i get back to life i was determined to be a better person, but soon the nightmares started. I started waking up every nigth in despair, sometimes screaming and in some cases i had episodes of sleepwalking. That's why i returned to my mother house, i couldn't live alone anymore.
More context: Several people of different religions and beliefs, always said that i had a great purpose, people who never saw me or knew about me. Once, my ex-fiancée took our daughter to a kind of christening, the person in charge of the ceremony said that if i didn't find my purpose, it would be my daugther who would suffer the consequences. On another occasion, a woman saw a photo of me and told my aunt that i was a person with a lot of power , but that i live in torment. They have also talked about the great potential i would have to help and guide other people "like me" if i could understand and deal with this kind of thing.
I don't exactly know why i posted this. Does anyone suggest anything to stop these nightmares? Should i seek some kind of spiritual help or anything?
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[link] [comments]First of all, sorry for the english. I Hope you uderstand my story So... I had this weird and scary dream. I was walking down a street next to where i live, then i saw a friend getting out off a Uber, i walked in his direction then asked "Why are you here this late?" He answred "I'm sad." and walked away from me saying that is time to go home, so i said "Ok, lets go home" and at this moment i realized that im not with my phone or keys, he walked a few meters away, and suddenly my phone and keys appeared out of nothing in his hands, at this point i didin't realized it was a dream, when i aprochead him to take my things back he just stared blankly to me, i feel something wrong, taked my things and walked away. At some point i was in my mother's home, we are just sitting in a sofa when she started screaming, a loud and terrifiyng scream. She was giving birth, but not to a child, that scene was grotesque. Something like a deformed person was getting out of her. Full of blood, a twisted face, strange horns, one of his legs was like a goat leg, the other leg was human but was long and thin, his arms don't seemed rigth, and she used a big dress. I was terrified, can't move or look away when she tried to get up, and her eyes are fixed in me. When she finally get up, she asked my mom if we all could go for a walk, her voice was something awfull, and the "smile" ... My mom said "yes" and when she walked in my direction to reach the door i was so scared that i was incapable of speak or move, she walked past me and opened the door. We are back to the street that i saw my friend and there's a knife in my hand, and in my mind just one thougth "Slit it's throat". Somehow seemed like my mom readed my mind, she whispered to me "Don't do that. I will do it." Even with fear we walked together while that thing asked my mom to take a photo of us. This thing aprochead me while my mom tried to take a pic. I became nervous and cant speak or describe what i was feeling in this moment, i started hyperventilating and i heard my mother voice in the real world asking for me to wake up. I waked but cannot open my eyes, i was nervous, afraid. My mom told me to get back to sleep, i said that i cant because i had a nigthmare, my eyes fullfiled with tears and then i opened them. The first thing i saw was my cat running in my direction, he sat close to me and stayed there, just silent staring at me. I checked my phone, it's 5:16 am. My mom leaved my room, i get up, and went to make coffe, my cat dind't stay away from me, and it's strange because he never did that, he always stay away from everyone, he never get close to anyone, not even other cats. Well, that's not the first time that i had this kind of dream, althogh its the first time that i saw this macabre figure. To add some context, i started to have this kinds of nigthmares almost 3 years ago. I tried to kill myself, i almost got it. I stayd dead for 1 minute and a half. I was a in a dark place, seeing myself without any tattoos, clothes, nipples, genitals, or anything. I talked to myself for what seemed like months even though i don't remember what we said to each other, i just remember the last thing "Do you want go back?" then i waked up surrouded by doctors, nurses and medical equipments. In that place i only experiencied good feelings, a mix of peace and tranquility. When i get back to life i was determined to be a better person, but soon the nightmares started. I started waking up every nigth in despair, sometimes screaming and in some cases i had episodes of sleepwalking. That's why i returned to my mother house, i couldn't live alone anymore. More context: Several people of different religions and beliefs, always said that i had a great purpose, people who never saw me or knew about me. Once, my ex-fiancée took our daughter to a kind of christening, the person in charge of the ceremony said that if i didn't find my purpose, it would be my daugther who would suffer the consequences. On another occasion, a woman saw a photo of me and told my aunt that i was a person with a lot of power , but that i live in torment. They have also talked about the great potential i would have to help and guide other people "like me" if i could understand and deal with this kind of thing. I don't exactly know why i posted this. Does anyone suggest anything to stop these nightmares? Should i seek some kind of spiritual help or anything? submitted by /u/TrashDNM [link] [comments]
