I promised my 13 year old self id unalive myself at 16. I turned 16 and i think im being haunted./u/Bitter-Mud-7030

The Paranormal | August 12, 2023

I promised my 13 year old self id unalive myself at 16. I turned 16 and i think im being haunted./u/Bitter-Mud-7030

Title explains everything, but i wanted to add in some detail and backstory.

When i was 13 (during lockdown) i because chronically depressed. It wasn’t overly severe but it was noticeable. I never had a real goal in life and my “relationships” were abusive and manipulative. You know, the type of relationships where you wanna satisfy the other person so you do what they say no matter what and then you realise its bad? Yeah those one mostly. But anyway, things have gotten so bad back then that i attempted twice that year, and after that i promised myself that the day i turn 16 it would be my last day here.

I turned 16 2 days ago and i completely forgot about the promise. The party was amazing. Im not from America so it was a “sweet 16” type thing but it was still enjoyable. I spent time with my friends and we had a few drinks after. Nothing special. Although yesterday, when i was messaging my boyfriend, the promise came back to me and it felt like i was hallucinating. It will sound weird for some people but i saw my 13 year old self standing by my door with a mad look in her eyes. Ive experienced seeing spirits and hearing things that weren’t from this world but this was different. I was seeing someone who hasn’t died so how could this be? I wasn’t panicking because as i said i was sort of used to this but she kept trying to get my attention. She say on my bed and as i kept ignoring her she grabbed my wrist and she started digging her finger into my wrist. I still showed no sign of fear. I knew i could control her ‘cause… well… she was me? Usually when i see a spirit and im busy or just not in the mood to keep them company i tell them in my head “please leave me alone” and it works. Ive done it many times although she refused. I tried telling her to leave but my thoughts kept getting changed. “Leave” clearly wasn’t apart of her vocabulary.

After 10 or so minutes she left my room and minutes after my brother started crying next door. That was a snap point for me as i care about my brothers more than myself. I rushed to my brother’s room and calmed him down and then after that she left.

I don’t know what to do. What if any consequence she receives will affect me?

Just a P.S: im not planning on attempting again any time soon. Ive somewhat healed thanks to my amazing boyfriend.

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[link] [comments]Title explains everything, but i wanted to add in some detail and backstory. When i was 13 (during lockdown) i because chronically depressed. It wasn’t overly severe but it was noticeable. I never had a real goal in life and my “relationships” were abusive and manipulative. You know, the type of relationships where you wanna satisfy the other person so you do what they say no matter what and then you realise its bad? Yeah those one mostly. But anyway, things have gotten so bad back then that i attempted twice that year, and after that i promised myself that the day i turn 16 it would be my last day here. I turned 16 2 days ago and i completely forgot about the promise. The party was amazing. Im not from America so it was a “sweet 16” type thing but it was still enjoyable. I spent time with my friends and we had a few drinks after. Nothing special. Although yesterday, when i was messaging my boyfriend, the promise came back to me and it felt like i was hallucinating. It will sound weird for some people but i saw my 13 year old self standing by my door with a mad look in her eyes. Ive experienced seeing spirits and hearing things that weren’t from this world but this was different. I was seeing someone who hasn’t died so how could this be? I wasn’t panicking because as i said i was sort of used to this but she kept trying to get my attention. She say on my bed and as i kept ignoring her she grabbed my wrist and she started digging her finger into my wrist. I still showed no sign of fear. I knew i could control her ‘cause… well… she was me? Usually when i see a spirit and im busy or just not in the mood to keep them company i tell them in my head “please leave me alone” and it works. Ive done it many times although she refused. I tried telling her to leave but my thoughts kept getting changed. “Leave” clearly wasn’t apart of her vocabulary. After 10 or so minutes she left my room and minutes after my brother started crying next door. That was a snap point for me as i care about my brothers more than myself. I rushed to my brother’s room and calmed him down and then after that she left. I don’t know what to do. What if any consequence she receives will affect me? Just a P.S: im not planning on attempting again any time soon. Ive somewhat healed thanks to my amazing boyfriend. submitted by /u/Bitter-Mud-7030 [link] [comments]

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