Hello, I will not go through several paths so I will start.
I've been followed by a spirit for more than ten years, I don't know what it wants or who it is.
I met him when I was 7, on the stairs of my first house.
He was sitting and staring at me, he's tall, he's a shadow staring into his eyes, his are white, human form but no other markings, no mouth, no nose, nothing but eyes and a body very thin.
When I met him I was alone and without friends, I didn't understand why he was there but I wanted to be friends with him. A few days later I had dark thoughts that put me in danger, I won't specify.
I hadn't seen him for several years, until I was twelve, then one evening I blinked and he was in the dark in front of me in my room and was looking at me, standing, without moving, I suddenly fell asleep afterwards.
I have more and more gloomy ideas, still today and it may get worse. When I go to church I come home with bruises or scratches.
I have a thirst for revenge towards a person that I only saw once as a child, for no reason, and I am constantly tempted by violence, I cannot manage to get out of it.
I don't know what to do, even the crucifixes bend, objects change places, I have horrible nightmares and a rotten smell is in my room.
I had lucid dreams several times, when this spirit was in it, either I saw my death, and what comes after, or I was being chased and once he tried to convince me that he was nice. and there to help me.
I would love to be crazy but some peoples in my family saw things too like me.
I don't know where i can ask help, i don't know what to do, if anyone know what's going on please help me.
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[link] [comments]Hello, I will not go through several paths so I will start. I've been followed by a spirit for more than ten years, I don't know what it wants or who it is. I met him when I was 7, on the stairs of my first house. He was sitting and staring at me, he's tall, he's a shadow staring into his eyes, his are white, human form but no other markings, no mouth, no nose, nothing but eyes and a body very thin. When I met him I was alone and without friends, I didn't understand why he was there but I wanted to be friends with him. A few days later I had dark thoughts that put me in danger, I won't specify. I hadn't seen him for several years, until I was twelve, then one evening I blinked and he was in the dark in front of me in my room and was looking at me, standing, without moving, I suddenly fell asleep afterwards. I have more and more gloomy ideas, still today and it may get worse. When I go to church I come home with bruises or scratches. I have a thirst for revenge towards a person that I only saw once as a child, for no reason, and I am constantly tempted by violence, I cannot manage to get out of it. I don't know what to do, even the crucifixes bend, objects change places, I have horrible nightmares and a rotten smell is in my room. I had lucid dreams several times, when this spirit was in it, either I saw my death, and what comes after, or I was being chased and once he tried to convince me that he was nice. and there to help me. I would love to be crazy but some peoples in my family saw things too like me. I don't know where i can ask help, i don't know what to do, if anyone know what's going on please help me. submitted by /u/TheArtOfBeingSlain [link] [comments]