I really need some help and I didn’t know where to post this so I thought I'd try here because it's certainly paranormal. There is some sort of malevolent entity that has been tormenting me for the past few months that I really need help getting rid of.
It started as this force that would enter my bed, start at my toes and then slowly work its way up my leg. It just kind of felt like there was this light layer of pressure sitting on top of me. This happened a few times and I knew whatever was happening was intelligent based on the slow incremental progression up my leg. Keep in mind I am totally awake for all of these experiences. I wasn’t in between sleep states or dozing off to sleep. This wasn’t some sort of sleep paralysis.
Then I began having these experiences of me waking up from a dream state and this thing very forcefully pinning me down. I would thrash around very violently and yell out for help and struggled very hard to break free. I would also get this sensation while falling asleep like this thing was trying very hard to pull me under its control.
I have been getting in touch with my faith throughout this whole process and this thing does not like when I pray in my room. The room will literally shake and then it just feels like this force is hugging me but not in any kind of caring or tender way. I had a truly alarming experience during a particularly intense prayer session in which I had some music on and was swaying. And then I felt this thing behind/on top of me again and it was stronger than before. I tried to stop swaying and then realized that I wasn’t actually in control of the swaying. Afterwards I felt very weird. Drained, depersonalized, confused - just kind of in a fog. Really didn’t feel like I was totally in control. That happened again to me today as I was trying to take a nap and I still haven’t fully recovered from it.
My health hasn’t been great during this experience either and I am just recovering from surgery. I had an impacted wisdom tooth all the way up in my sinus cavity that had to be removed. A few nights ago I again had one of those experiences of being pinned down very forcefully in my sleep. After finally fighting to wake up I got up to use the bathroom and then attempted to get back to sleep. At this point I was physically attacked. It was truly bizarre… it was as if this disembodied hand came out of my pillow and smacked me in the face on the side I had the surgery done. This really fucking spooked me but it was still the middle of the night and I had finally calmed down enough to try to get back to sleep and then it happened again. I didn’t get any more sleep after that.
The following night the sensation of a force being pushed down on my body was stronger than ever and this thing knew that it had gotten into my head. It seems to feed off of my fear. In order to get any sleep that night I had to take a cocktail of psych meds and I really don’t want to have to continue to do that. Throughout all of these experiences there has been lots of evidence of sexual activity. There is no doubt in my mind that this is some sort of sex demon - and a powerful one at that.
Can somebody please help me in getting rid of this thing? I’m at my wits end and I’m really concerned about my health. I would venture to say that this thing is tied to my house - and to my room in particular. I’m a person in recovery - I have been sober for a little over 5 months and I’ve made incredible progress in all aspects of my life. The room I’m currently staying in is the room where I spent many years of active addiction. There was a lot of misery, despair, desperation, hopelessness, and loneliness experienced in that room especially during the last year of my use. During that time I wanted so desperately to get clean and would manage to scrape together a few weeks or a month and then I would relapse. Rinse, lather, and repeat over and over. I’m wondering if I picked up this thing during that time and only became aware of it once I got sober. The further I progress down my road to recovery and the happier and more secure I become in myself the harder this thing seems to try to pull me back down. It’s not going to win. I’ve done my best to cleanse my room but I’m stuck in my current living situation for at least the next two months. I plan on moving into sober living in a larger area and starting somewhere new.
Who could I bring into my house to get rid of this thing? Do I need to seek out a priest and how does one go about doing that? Should I seek out a Catholic priest specifically? I have been praying to Jesus for protection but I am not yet secure enough in my faith to command this thing to leave. I get frustrated when people with deep faith tell me that - just ask them to leave. Well, I’ve tried that, obviously, and I think we’re well beyond that at this point. Sage makes no difference whatsoever. Would some sort of ceremony with holy water be of any help? If I reached out to a local paranormal investigator do you think they would help with resources? I appreciate any advice you have for me. Also, if you have any suggestions for some other subs I could post this to that might be helpful I would appreciate that as well. Thanks!
P.S. I always have had an interest in the paranormal but maintained a pretty skeptical mind. I've tried to debunk these experiences a million different ways and I simply cannot. I had to experience it myself before I truly believed.
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[link] [comments]I really need some help and I didn’t know where to post this so I thought I'd try here because it's certainly paranormal. There is some sort of malevolent entity that has been tormenting me for the past few months that I really need help getting rid of. It started as this force that would enter my bed, start at my toes and then slowly work its way up my leg. It just kind of felt like there was this light layer of pressure sitting on top of me. This happened a few times and I knew whatever was happening was intelligent based on the slow incremental progression up my leg. Keep in mind I am totally awake for all of these experiences. I wasn’t in between sleep states or dozing off to sleep. This wasn’t some sort of sleep paralysis. Then I began having these experiences of me waking up from a dream state and this thing very forcefully pinning me down. I would thrash around very violently and yell out for help and struggled very hard to break free. I would also get this sensation while falling asleep like this thing was trying very hard to pull me under its control. I have been getting in touch with my faith throughout this whole process and this thing does not like when I pray in my room. The room will literally shake and then it just feels like this force is hugging me but not in any kind of caring or tender way. I had a truly alarming experience during a particularly intense prayer session in which I had some music on and was swaying. And then I felt this thing behind/on top of me again and it was stronger than before. I tried to stop swaying and then realized that I wasn’t actually in control of the swaying. Afterwards I felt very weird. Drained, depersonalized, confused - just kind of in a fog. Really didn’t feel like I was totally in control. That happened again to me today as I was trying to take a nap and I still haven’t fully recovered from it. My health hasn’t been great during this experience either and I am just recovering from surgery. I had an impacted wisdom tooth all the way up in my sinus cavity that had to be removed. A few nights ago I again had one of those experiences of being pinned down very forcefully in my sleep. After finally fighting to wake up I got up to use the bathroom and then attempted to get back to sleep. At this point I was physically attacked. It was truly bizarre… it was as if this disembodied hand came out of my pillow and smacked me in the face on the side I had the surgery done. This really fucking spooked me but it was still the middle of the night and I had finally calmed down enough to try to get back to sleep and then it happened again. I didn’t get any more sleep after that. The following night the sensation of a force being pushed down on my body was stronger than ever and this thing knew that it had gotten into my head. It seems to feed off of my fear. In order to get any sleep that night I had to take a cocktail of psych meds and I really don’t want to have to continue to do that. Throughout all of these experiences there has been lots of evidence of sexual activity. There is no doubt in my mind that this is some sort of sex demon - and a powerful one at that. Can somebody please help me in getting rid of this thing? I’m at my wits end and I’m really concerned about my health. I would venture to say that this thing is tied to my house - and to my room in particular. I’m a person in recovery - I have been sober for a little over 5 months and I’ve made incredible progress in all aspects of my life. The room I’m currently staying in is the room where I spent many years of active addiction. There was a lot of misery, despair, desperation, hopelessness, and loneliness experienced in that room especially during the last year of my use. During that time I wanted so desperately to get clean and would manage to scrape together a few weeks or a month and then I would relapse. Rinse, lather, and repeat over and over. I’m wondering if I picked up this thing during that time and only became aware of it once I got sober. The further I progress down my road to recovery and the happier and more secure I become in myself the harder this thing seems to try to pull me back down. It’s not going to win. I’ve done my best to cleanse my room but I’m stuck in my current living situation for at least the next two months. I plan on moving into sober living in a larger area and starting somewhere new. Who could I bring into my house to get rid of this thing? Do I need to seek out a priest and how does one go about doing that? Should I seek out a Catholic priest specifically? I have been praying to Jesus for protection but I am not yet secure enough in my faith to command this thing to leave. I get frustrated when people with deep faith tell me that - just ask them to leave. Well, I’ve tried that, obviously, and I think we’re well beyond that at this point. Sage makes no difference whatsoever. Would some sort of ceremony with holy water be of any help? If I reached out to a local paranormal investigator do you think they would help with resources? I appreciate any advice you have for me. Also, if you have any suggestions for some other subs I could post this to that might be helpful I would appreciate that as well. Thanks! P.S. I always have had an interest in the paranormal but maintained a pretty skeptical mind. I've tried to debunk these experiences a million different ways and I simply cannot. I had to experience it myself before I truly believed. submitted by /u/freedomsheets [link] [comments]
