Hi .I won't tell my real name but this is what is happening to me . I'm 17 years old I come from a Christian family but I didn't particularly believe in God or other supernatural beings but something is happening to me and I don't think I'm crazy. It will be long for you to read because I have a lot to say .
When I was 14 I visited my grandparents in Georgia for summer vacation. I remember the first days that it was ok. Then I started having some strange dreams about a woman and a house I've never seen before. I don't remember much from then but one day I climbed a tree and fell. I heard the branch snap below me and saw black . The strange thing was that the tree was quite a distance from the house. But not enough not to see the house and the door. A few minutes ago I saw a woman Just before I fall. Who was looking at me. I thought it was the mother who came to the grandparents. But the woman turned and went into the house and then the branch snapped.I woke up in the hospital. My grandparents told me that their neighbor who was passing by found me and took me to the hospital. And my parents will come the next day because only then they found a flight. I didn't care. It didn't seem strange to me then. They did more tests and I hadn't suffered a blow to the head just a broken hand. Everything went ok. my parents came. there were more discussions about me then a week later they took me home.Nothing unusual. Until one day when it all started. Maybe a few months apart when I started school. I had a high fever and ended up in the ER.After that I started hallucinating. To have very clear dreams and nightmares. All having a common element most of the time. A woman and a house.My parents got scared and took me to the doctor where I was diagnosed with Major depression with psychotic features (psychotic depression) Which was something I didn't really care for because it didn't seem real to me. I had nothing on the brain from what the doctor said, but he sent me home with this diagnosis.. For years to come I took medication.Everyone even I thought it was from the disease and I didn't give importance for years. 3 weeks ago I turned 17. And I think I'm cursed. It seems to me that my dreams are trying to tell me something. It seems to me that someone is in the house. Or someone is trying to do something to me. I tried to blame everything on paranoia. But I started seeing little drops of blood everywhere I go. Even my mother and father found in the house. The dreams and hallucinations have gone crazy in the last 3 weeks. Please if anyone knows anything about this tell me if I'm crazy. Because it doesn't feel like I'm crazy. I think I'm cursed. And that someone wants me to go crazy.
as a small example I will describe some of the experiences and dreams I had, maybe someone will realize what is happening to me.
The dreams from the beginning were about me walking through some hallways. In which I meet a woman with black hair dressed in a nightgown. The woman looks at me then gives me a Shh sign and imitates something as if to tell me to be quiet that there is someone upstairs . Most of the time I follow her to the place she wants to show me but I never get there.
(I feel like I know all these places)
The dreams I've had recently are more nightmares. It's about me but a version with sharp teeth and a sinister smile. He has black hair (I'm blonde) and clothes dirty with mud.In many of them he does bad things. Killing a child or being above me is trying to kill me.
Sometimes I dreamed of strange locations. Like a cemetery with an angel statue. A bench by a lake. Or places in a house
The things that happen to me as hallucinations. I smell lavender or smoke or death. I hear footsteps or even see shadows out of the corner of my eye. Or I see people on the street who look at me but I don't know them and then they disappear. In the middle of the night I felt someone sitting next to me in bed. I was so scared that I closed my eyes and didn't open them until I felt the feeling go away. I don't have the courage to tell my parents because I think I'm cursed and I don't have problems with my head.
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[link] [comments]Hi .I won't tell my real name but this is what is happening to me . I'm 17 years old I come from a Christian family but I didn't particularly believe in God or other supernatural beings but something is happening to me and I don't think I'm crazy. It will be long for you to read because I have a lot to say . When I was 14 I visited my grandparents in Georgia for summer vacation. I remember the first days that it was ok. Then I started having some strange dreams about a woman and a house I've never seen before. I don't remember much from then but one day I climbed a tree and fell. I heard the branch snap below me and saw black . The strange thing was that the tree was quite a distance from the house. But not enough not to see the house and the door. A few minutes ago I saw a woman Just before I fall. Who was looking at me. I thought it was the mother who came to the grandparents. But the woman turned and went into the house and then the branch snapped.I woke up in the hospital. My grandparents told me that their neighbor who was passing by found me and took me to the hospital. And my parents will come the next day because only then they found a flight. I didn't care. It didn't seem strange to me then. They did more tests and I hadn't suffered a blow to the head just a broken hand. Everything went ok. my parents came. there were more discussions about me then a week later they took me home.Nothing unusual. Until one day when it all started. Maybe a few months apart when I started school. I had a high fever and ended up in the ER.After that I started hallucinating. To have very clear dreams and nightmares. All having a common element most of the time. A woman and a house.My parents got scared and took me to the doctor where I was diagnosed with Major depression with psychotic features (psychotic depression) Which was something I didn't really care for because it didn't seem real to me. I had nothing on the brain from what the doctor said, but he sent me home with this diagnosis.. For years to come I took medication.Everyone even I thought it was from the disease and I didn't give importance for years. 3 weeks ago I turned 17. And I think I'm cursed. It seems to me that my dreams are trying to tell me something. It seems to me that someone is in the house. Or someone is trying to do something to me. I tried to blame everything on paranoia. But I started seeing little drops of blood everywhere I go. Even my mother and father found in the house. The dreams and hallucinations have gone crazy in the last 3 weeks. Please if anyone knows anything about this tell me if I'm crazy. Because it doesn't feel like I'm crazy. I think I'm cursed. And that someone wants me to go crazy. as a small example I will describe some of the experiences and dreams I had, maybe someone will realize what is happening to me. The dreams from the beginning were about me walking through some hallways. In which I meet a woman with black hair dressed in a nightgown. The woman looks at me then gives me a Shh sign and imitates something as if to tell me to be quiet that there is someone upstairs . Most of the time I follow her to the place she wants to show me but I never get there. (I feel like I know all these places) The dreams I've had recently are more nightmares. It's about me but a version with sharp teeth and a sinister smile. He has black hair (I'm blonde) and clothes dirty with mud.In many of them he does bad things. Killing a child or being above me is trying to kill me. Sometimes I dreamed of strange locations. Like a cemetery with an angel statue. A bench by a lake. Or places in a house The things that happen to me as hallucinations. I smell lavender or smoke or death. I hear footsteps or even see shadows out of the corner of my eye. Or I see people on the street who look at me but I don't know them and then they disappear. In the middle of the night I felt someone sitting next to me in bed. I was so scared that I closed my eyes and didn't open them until I felt the feeling go away. I don't have the courage to tell my parents because I think I'm cursed and I don't have problems with my head. submitted by /u/Judah_Scarlet [link] [comments]
