Am I crazy, haunted, or spiritually awakening??

The Paranormal | February 19, 2023

Am I crazy, haunted, or spiritually awakening??

So this is going to sound a little crazy, but it’s reddit, so who cares?

I’ve been on a sort of spiritual journey for a long time. But it has recently become more intense. First off, I do not do drugs and I am not on any mental health medications. So either I’m genuinely crazy (no substances needed), or some crazy stuff has been happening to me.

Wolves

Ever since I was a little child I have seen wolves lurking around, watching me, and coming up to me when everyone else falls asleep. I would talk about them constantly to my mom and I was TERRIFIED. I refused to sleep alone because these wolves would come find me. There were 2 of them, and they usually came together. They looked almost disfigured or not quite right. I called them wolves, but after looking at pictures of wolves they almost look more coyote or dog-like. They were black with glowing red eyes and a raspy voice that would say things to me like “You will follow us. Come follow us. We will rip you to pieces and you’ll still be alive”. I still see these threatening wolves once in a while, they seem to be under the control of someone or something though.

Shadow people

I started seeing shadow people in my teenage years after I started meditating. I would only see them in my room. They are fairly non-threatening and seem to just look around and watch me.

Gray cloud

I started having dreams about this gray cloud. It wouldn’t be the main focus of my dreams, but a side plot in every one would be me seeing and chasing down a gray cloud. I needed to catch it. I was told this by an old man. He would take on many different appearances but I knew it was the same man each time. He was helping me, and I later came to think he may just be a guide of mine.

I finally caught the cloud in one of my dreams with the help of the old man and a younger, irritated man. When I did it started forming spikes that painlessly went into my hands as I drew out energy as hard as I could. The old man whispered to me that now I could heal the brokenness all around, even at a distance.

When I woke up, I had numbness and tingling in various parts of my body that has lasted for weeks. I went to the doctor and they checked my B12 levels and did some other tests but found nothing wrong.

Spirit Guides

The interesting thing about the above cloud story was that I was finally able to catch the cloud when I meditated and asked before I went to sleep for my spirit guides to show themselves and help me. The old man had been helping me all along, but the younger one seemed irritated with having to help me out, but did show up and he made all the difference in the world. I have only asked to see them one other time, more recently, and that resulted in a bizarre dream that I personally found full of meaning. Both of them were there with me and the younger guy was still irritated (I’m beginning to think he doesn’t like me?). In the dream the two of them showed me that I have a mission to do (horribly inconvenient).

Hat man

Hat man. Ugh. I hate even writing about him because it sounds so weird. But yeah, I’ve seen him. Not only that, I’ve sort of communicated with him and he may have sent me a ghost. I’m not going to share everything that has happened with him because I am angry and don’t want to sound even more crazy than I already sound.

Shared dreams

I have had multiple shared dreams with people. These will be of very specific places. Nothing much happens in the dreams except for feelings and watching and roaming around in the places.

Visions

I have had what I would call visions. They’re just like dreams or memories but I’m totally awake and alert when they happen. Sometimes they’re scary and unsettling of something that resembles a past life. Sometimes I’m sure it is something that will happen in the future. I have never had a psychic vision though, and I don’t think I have any psychic abilities except for when my sister and I read each other's minds a little bit (picking the same numbers 8 times in a row during a psychic test, failed to pick the number that was hidden on the card though. lol).

There are more experiences I’m leaving out ( light figures and the figure in the hole). All of this has left me terribly confused. I feel crazy. Maybe I am crazy. Maybe I have narcolepsy? Maybe I am very VERY haunted? All I know is that if I’m not crazy, I’ve got to work really hard to complete this mission and if I am crazy I probably need to see a doctor...and if I'm haunted, should I use sage or something??

Thankfully, I think all these experiences have left me a better person. I’ve grown in bravery, strength, and kindness. So I guess if I am crazy, it’s not the worst type of crazy to be?

I’d love to hear your thoughts!


[link] [comments]So this is going to sound a little crazy, but it’s reddit, so who cares? I’ve been on a sort of spiritual journey for a long time. But it has recently become more intense. First off, I do not do drugs and I am not on any mental health medications. So either I’m genuinely crazy (no substances needed), or some crazy stuff has been happening to me. Wolves Ever since I was a little child I have seen wolves lurking around, watching me, and coming up to me when everyone else falls asleep. I would talk about them constantly to my mom and I was TERRIFIED. I refused to sleep alone because these wolves would come find me. There were 2 of them, and they usually came together. They looked almost disfigured or not quite right. I called them wolves, but after looking at pictures of wolves they almost look more coyote or dog-like. They were black with glowing red eyes and a raspy voice that would say things to me like “You will follow us. Come follow us. We will rip you to pieces and you’ll still be alive”. I still see these threatening wolves once in a while, they seem to be under the control of someone or something though. Shadow people I started seeing shadow people in my teenage years after I started meditating. I would only see them in my room. They are fairly non-threatening and seem to just look around and watch me. Gray cloud I started having dreams about this gray cloud. It wouldn’t be the main focus of my dreams, but a side plot in every one would be me seeing and chasing down a gray cloud. I needed to catch it. I was told this by an old man. He would take on many different appearances but I knew it was the same man each time. He was helping me, and I later came to think he may just be a guide of mine. I finally caught the cloud in one of my dreams with the help of the old man and a younger, irritated man. When I did it started forming spikes that painlessly went into my hands as I drew out energy as hard as I could. The old man whispered to me that now I could heal the brokenness all around, even at a distance. When I woke up, I had numbness and tingling in various parts of my body that has lasted for weeks. I went to the doctor and they checked my B12 levels and did some other tests but found nothing wrong. Spirit Guides The interesting thing about the above cloud story was that I was finally able to catch the cloud when I meditated and asked before I went to sleep for my spirit guides to show themselves and help me. The old man had been helping me all along, but the younger one seemed irritated with having to help me out, but did show up and he made all the difference in the world. I have only asked to see them one other time, more recently, and that resulted in a bizarre dream that I personally found full of meaning. Both of them were there with me and the younger guy was still irritated (I’m beginning to think he doesn’t like me?). In the dream the two of them showed me that I have a mission to do (horribly inconvenient). Hat man Hat man. Ugh. I hate even writing about him because it sounds so weird. But yeah, I’ve seen him. Not only that, I’ve sort of communicated with him and he may have sent me a ghost. I’m not going to share everything that has happened with him because I am angry and don’t want to sound even more crazy than I already sound. Shared dreams I have had multiple shared dreams with people. These will be of very specific places. Nothing much happens in the dreams except for feelings and watching and roaming around in the places. Visions I have had what I would call visions. They’re just like dreams or memories but I’m totally awake and alert when they happen. Sometimes they’re scary and unsettling of something that resembles a past life. Sometimes I’m sure it is something that will happen in the future. I have never had a psychic vision though, and I don’t think I have any psychic abilities except for when my sister and I read each other's minds a little bit (picking the same numbers 8 times in a row during a psychic test, failed to pick the number that was hidden on the card though. lol). There are more experiences I’m leaving out ( light figures and the figure in the hole). All of this has left me terribly confused. I feel crazy. Maybe I am crazy. Maybe I have narcolepsy? Maybe I am very VERY haunted? All I know is that if I’m not crazy, I’ve got to work really hard to complete this mission and if I am crazy I probably need to see a doctor...and if I'm haunted, should I use sage or something?? Thankfully, I think all these experiences have left me a better person. I’ve grown in bravery, strength, and kindness. So I guess if I am crazy, it’s not the worst type of crazy to be? I’d love to hear your thoughts! [link] [comments]

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