TW: Mentions of suicide attempt and death
This happened sometime last year shortly after Summer. Around that time, I was suffering from terrible chronic pain that would not go away no matter what I did. It had gotten so bad that I tried to end my life but wasn't successful. After coming home, I was in misery for a long time but found a reason to keep going.
Nothing was going well until this positive presence flooded my room. It felt so powerful, too strong to be human, and very loving. Slowly, my intense pain disappeared and there were heightened senses during and for a while after it left. It made everything feel so positive and happy. I was so happy to be alive and no longer have thoughts of erasing myself.
Shortly after all this, I found out that a very close family member was dying and my first thought was to sing to him. It felt so weird but when I did, he became conscious and was himself for a few minutes before going to sleep and passing on the next day. The hospice nurse said that this was unusual in his situation, his eyes were suddenly so clear and he was breathing normally in an instant after.
For explanations, I've thought of many skeptical ones but none of those feel right. Maybe the pain just went away on its own and I was imagining or coming up with all this unconsciously. I don't know what the hyperawareness was or why my pain was gone so quickly after months of trying everything that should've helped but didn't. I don't understand where the love or the ability to wake my family member up. I'm not sure if this is the place for positive experiences like this. I'm open to explanations both paranormal and not. But if this was something outside of my head, what was it?
Please note, I was not on any drugs at the time and was not exposed to anything like that for a long time before this.
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[link] [comments]TW: Mentions of suicide attempt and death This happened sometime last year shortly after Summer. Around that time, I was suffering from terrible chronic pain that would not go away no matter what I did. It had gotten so bad that I tried to end my life but wasn't successful. After coming home, I was in misery for a long time but found a reason to keep going. Nothing was going well until this positive presence flooded my room. It felt so powerful, too strong to be human, and very loving. Slowly, my intense pain disappeared and there were heightened senses during and for a while after it left. It made everything feel so positive and happy. I was so happy to be alive and no longer have thoughts of erasing myself. Shortly after all this, I found out that a very close family member was dying and my first thought was to sing to him. It felt so weird but when I did, he became conscious and was himself for a few minutes before going to sleep and passing on the next day. The hospice nurse said that this was unusual in his situation, his eyes were suddenly so clear and he was breathing normally in an instant after. For explanations, I've thought of many skeptical ones but none of those feel right. Maybe the pain just went away on its own and I was imagining or coming up with all this unconsciously. I don't know what the hyperawareness was or why my pain was gone so quickly after months of trying everything that should've helped but didn't. I don't understand where the love or the ability to wake my family member up. I'm not sure if this is the place for positive experiences like this. I'm open to explanations both paranormal and not. But if this was something outside of my head, what was it? Please note, I was not on any drugs at the time and was not exposed to anything like that for a long time before this. submitted by /u/Fabulous-Dot3040 [link] [comments]
