Was it just a dream?/u/Key-Acanthisitta-905

The Paranormal | January 6, 2023

Was it just a dream?/u/Key-Acanthisitta-905

I had a weird childhood,I was always lonely. My classmates would bully me and I wouldn't mind at all. I've always wondered why. I was socially awkward ( I still am ) and I was completely abnormal. I remember giving myself numerous nonsense names like vop-2011!!! I was always Alice in the Wonderland, daydreaming 24/7. I was afraid of sleeping!!! Well not because of darkness or loneliness or the monster under the bed but the sleeping itself!! I wonder how my parents had no idea about it, maybe because I was a great role player! I could hear whispers and pale images when I was half conscious and they were complete nonsense like a triangle inside a circle lol. I was a fearless kid darkness wouldn't bother me at all in fact I kinda loved it but... suddenly out of no where I somehow started to develop a severe phobia of darkness to the point that I'd be paralyzed on the bed without sleeping , staring at the ceiling. Images entities whatever always appeared when I was half conscious. It was mostly a black cat, imagine the darkest color possible nearly like a void wandering around in my room , I'd blink hundered times to make it disappear but it just wouldn't. Sleeping was torture ( still is ) , my nightmares were almost the reality , the presence of a monster in my dream would last for hours and sometimes even some signs of its presence would appear afterwards?! Like knocking on the door or things randomly falling just after I wake up from my nightmares. I once saw a deformed creature standing in front of me I was fully conscious . I was trembling nearly had a heart attack. I rushed to the kitchen to get a glass of water but it fell and shattered, I was out of breath hence I opened the window I suddenly forgot everything as if I was just dreaming but I was genuinely standing in front of the window wondering how I got there I remembered everything a few minutes after that , are all these just weird dreams or my mind is tricking me . I have ADHD BTW my weird childhood behavior might be because of that but recent experiences are just weird...

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[link] [comments]I had a weird childhood,I was always lonely. My classmates would bully me and I wouldn't mind at all. I've always wondered why. I was socially awkward ( I still am ) and I was completely abnormal. I remember giving myself numerous nonsense names like vop-2011!!! I was always Alice in the Wonderland, daydreaming 24/7. I was afraid of sleeping!!! Well not because of darkness or loneliness or the monster under the bed but the sleeping itself!! I wonder how my parents had no idea about it, maybe because I was a great role player! I could hear whispers and pale images when I was half conscious and they were complete nonsense like a triangle inside a circle lol. I was a fearless kid darkness wouldn't bother me at all in fact I kinda loved it but... suddenly out of no where I somehow started to develop a severe phobia of darkness to the point that I'd be paralyzed on the bed without sleeping , staring at the ceiling. Images entities whatever always appeared when I was half conscious. It was mostly a black cat, imagine the darkest color possible nearly like a void wandering around in my room , I'd blink hundered times to make it disappear but it just wouldn't. Sleeping was torture ( still is ) , my nightmares were almost the reality , the presence of a monster in my dream would last for hours and sometimes even some signs of its presence would appear afterwards?! Like knocking on the door or things randomly falling just after I wake up from my nightmares. I once saw a deformed creature standing in front of me I was fully conscious . I was trembling nearly had a heart attack. I rushed to the kitchen to get a glass of water but it fell and shattered, I was out of breath hence I opened the window I suddenly forgot everything as if I was just dreaming but I was genuinely standing in front of the window wondering how I got there I remembered everything a few minutes after that , are all these just weird dreams or my mind is tricking me . I have ADHD BTW my weird childhood behavior might be because of that but recent experiences are just weird... submitted by /u/Key-Acanthisitta-905 [link] [comments]

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