Since when I was a child, I always felt like there was one more member in our family. Whenever someone came in from the door, I thought there should have been one more person there. I ignored this feeling until high school when I started having hallucinations due to my depressive feelings because I wasn’t sleeping enough.
Among those hallucinations, I usually saw a boy who was much older than me laying on my bed or sitting in the living room. He had black hair and pale skin just as I had, but I never saw his face. He also didn’t have a shirt on him, only wearing something like pants and staying still. At that time, I was aware of my psychological situation, so I ignored again. I mostly healed and at that one time I was doing my assignments, I suddenly remembered that person and I needed to ask my mom saying that “Is there one more person in the family?” and after thinking a while she said “Yes, you actually had one more sibling that wasn’t born.” That time I was so surprised as the feeling I had wasn’t lying. However, right after the time I told my mom about this, I stopped sensing him as I used to do -until now-.
Today I felt that feeling again, I felt that something or someone I couldn’t see touched the back of my neck as if it was stroking/lightly slapping. I’ve been feeling this sense for a while now, and the time I felt it today I suddenly visualized my brother- that one person. I still feel like he’s around again, so I just want to wait for another sense like that.
I really wonder your thoughts about this. Thank you for spending your time reading this.
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[link] [comments]Since when I was a child, I always felt like there was one more member in our family. Whenever someone came in from the door, I thought there should have been one more person there. I ignored this feeling until high school when I started having hallucinations due to my depressive feelings because I wasn’t sleeping enough. Among those hallucinations, I usually saw a boy who was much older than me laying on my bed or sitting in the living room. He had black hair and pale skin just as I had, but I never saw his face. He also didn’t have a shirt on him, only wearing something like pants and staying still. At that time, I was aware of my psychological situation, so I ignored again. I mostly healed and at that one time I was doing my assignments, I suddenly remembered that person and I needed to ask my mom saying that “Is there one more person in the family?” and after thinking a while she said “Yes, you actually had one more sibling that wasn’t born.” That time I was so surprised as the feeling I had wasn’t lying. However, right after the time I told my mom about this, I stopped sensing him as I used to do -until now-. Today I felt that feeling again, I felt that something or someone I couldn’t see touched the back of my neck as if it was stroking/lightly slapping. I’ve been feeling this sense for a while now, and the time I felt it today I suddenly visualized my brother- that one person. I still feel like he’s around again, so I just want to wait for another sense like that. I really wonder your thoughts about this. Thank you for spending your time reading this. submitted by /u/Yuidust [link] [comments]
