I’m a 24yo male. And I think I’m going insane. Exactly a year ago, i had a sexual encounter with another male friend (I’m gay) whilst we both were under Rule 7. We talked about it a few times and both of us agreed to never again and that it was a mistake. Yesterday was his birthday and he invited me along with 3 other friends to his place. We got Rule 7 and had a lovely evening, as he and I were standing in the kitchen he started dancing “seductively” and we ended up kissing but I ended it and reminded him of the “never again” agreement. And that was it. We hung out for a while and then i uberd back home.
Today, I woke up feeling good and started working from home as usual, when all of sudden I felt a very strong shiver go down my back and strong pain in my stomach. I stood up to stretch a little but it only got worse. I started feeling light headed like i’m about to pass out, my legs couldn’t hold me any longer so i sat down on the floor in my room and looked for my phone to get help. And then I see him, I see him standing in front of me in the room repeating the phrase “ love me… love me” over and over. Everything from that point on was very foggy and dream-like. I can recall us having sex and it surely felt as real and powerful as ever and i passed out on the floor and woke up feeling normal and confused.
I do not know what happened. I have no physical or mental health issues. I don’t take any medication or drugs (other than Rule 7) . I’m just a normal guy and im very confused/scared . Am i just a horny 24yo who lived a fantasy? Was it a dream? Is it something more? Am i going completely insane ?!
I don’t know what to expect from sharing that but I needed to let it out and tell someone about it.
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[link] [comments]I’m a 24yo male. And I think I’m going insane. Exactly a year ago, i had a sexual encounter with another male friend (I’m gay) whilst we both were under Rule 7. We talked about it a few times and both of us agreed to never again and that it was a mistake. Yesterday was his birthday and he invited me along with 3 other friends to his place. We got Rule 7 and had a lovely evening, as he and I were standing in the kitchen he started dancing “seductively” and we ended up kissing but I ended it and reminded him of the “never again” agreement. And that was it. We hung out for a while and then i uberd back home. Today, I woke up feeling good and started working from home as usual, when all of sudden I felt a very strong shiver go down my back and strong pain in my stomach. I stood up to stretch a little but it only got worse. I started feeling light headed like i’m about to pass out, my legs couldn’t hold me any longer so i sat down on the floor in my room and looked for my phone to get help. And then I see him, I see him standing in front of me in the room repeating the phrase “ love me… love me” over and over. Everything from that point on was very foggy and dream-like. I can recall us having sex and it surely felt as real and powerful as ever and i passed out on the floor and woke up feeling normal and confused. I do not know what happened. I have no physical or mental health issues. I don’t take any medication or drugs (other than Rule 7) . I’m just a normal guy and im very confused/scared . Am i just a horny 24yo who lived a fantasy? Was it a dream? Is it something more? Am i going completely insane ?! I don’t know what to expect from sharing that but I needed to let it out and tell someone about it. submitted by /u/assuminggood [link] [comments]
